It’s so funny when people try to act like they care

but I guess that’s the act:

-i care about you

-i appreciate you

-i enjoy our intellectual conversation

- i love how we interact emotionally

the act is really in the ‘we’ and the ‘our’

they want to ‘act’ like you’re a part of their manipulation

they want you to think that you’re growing mutually

when they’re in fact growing like a cancer; at your expense; feeding off of your intellect and emotional creativity

parasites

cancers

but essentially just theives

people without the individual capacity to think for themselves

people afraid to be themselves

people skilled in the art of deceit

they act only to conceal their overwhelming fears and insecurities

actors with masks and scripts

living a lie that they want you play a part of

they want you as low as they feel intellectually

Directing you to the level of depression that they exist at

the level of dissatisfaction with life

the level of unhappiness

weight

they want to weigh you down

they don’t like that you’re high

they don’t like that you’re happy

they don’t want you to succeed

they don’t want you to be you

because you being happy is another insecurity for them

these are the type of people who will ask themselves, “Why do they get to be so happy when I’m not?!”

The start of their attempt at your demise

the conception of their futile acts of poison

towards you