I had the night sweats again…

I was hoping to dream with my Tia Lupe. I can’t believe it’s almost been 10 years or omg it has been she passed in 2016. It feels like it in that it feels too long since I’ve hugged her, but I don’t want to start crying before work so I’ll chill on all that.

I have plans with my mom on Sunday. I’m going to get my film developed. We’re going to hit Trader Joe’s too. Damn I’m going to have to drop like $100 on developing fees ahhhhh.

It’s worth it oh well.

I think this Magic Keyboard is a good idea since my newer laptop isn’t working I haven’t been able to blog as often as I feel that I should.

Work’s been boring. Maybe I just need to get to know my co-workers more. I also woke up earlier because I thought to myself, “Maybe you’re irritated at work because you haven’t had a really nice full morning to get to do the things you enjoy.” Plus, I like taking my time to get ready. If I’m wanting to do a really bold eyeshadow that’s dark I have to be careful and take my time with it otherwise it will come out all chopped and screwed. Hopefully I keep blogging I’ll try my best to be more structured. I understand that I have to change my dream like the book I’m reading says. Live in a state of bliss or love. I stress myself out.

Working towards becoming more structured. I’ve come a long way. I’m proud of my capability to say what I really think even if people think I’m a bitch. That’s perfectly fine. Life is beautiful and I’m blessed. I’m grateful for my health, my family, and my friends.

I want to get a scanner to upload my family photos on my website. I was thinking of just doing like a timeline of all the photos I have that’d be sick it’d honestly take forever possibly but it’d be a cool work in progress type of thing. In a way the blog itself serves as its own whereas that one would be more so like film photography or photos shot on a digital camera vs phone. Anyways haber que.