04/16/26

Today was rough. Trying to stay positive and make the best of things no me sirve to be crying. It’s good to let out my frustrations in regards to the repercussions of my own negligence but unfortunately now I’ll just have to pay the price and move forward with my life.

Getting back into school and pursuing job security while pushing myself to get my website to where I’ve always wanted it to be.

Todo en este vida se paga. I contemplate The Stranger and how sometimes we just have to play ball to get the things we want in life. Finding the balance in staying true to yourself - your identity while staying within the bounds. I thought of Robin William’s character in Dead Poet Society. You can have the education and qualifications but if you don’t play ball you risk losing everything. I fucked up in a lot of ways and now I’m having to take the L