I’m thankful that I survived I hella thought there was blood splattered everywhere but it was just my water. Grateful that everyone in the other car was safe and okay too. Disappointed and shocked at the character of others when someone’s in a somewhat defenseless position. I will always appreciate Kristine and my cousin Patty for their help following the accident. Sad I never really made it back to the event. Grateful that I was able to sneak in early and still see Heart-Shaped Box before people really laid their eyes on it. This night was supposed to be a turning point for me. A chance to prove that I could make it to LA. I’m disappointed that I’ve let this moment set me back so much. I also feel that this wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t been living in fear. I wanted to skate around but I was afraid of what people thought so I drove and crashed. I also could’ve done that stand up too lol but oh well!