Life has been fast but a lot lived in the past

Looking back

How I saw things

How I see them now

How much growth there has been within and around

These increments of time seem so long

Perspectives and seasons change

The hindering nature of my behavior

The ways that it robs me of experiences and relationships

Reflecting on what I have to lose

How I can win it back

Constant reminders that rejection exists

The possibility slumps over as I bellow from the weight it bears on my head