Today there was a shit load of mind fuckery. Picking of the old scabs and wounds. Despite these reflections, I still had a pretty good day. Currently watching One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest. It sucks that my day started off in such a tumultuous way. Revolting really. Especially when I had had such a good night with great heartwarming films. I laughed, I cried, and I appreciated that life can be hard in different ways but it’s better to look on the brighter side of life. I still feel that way. But it was as if these resurgence of bad memories was a attesting my belief in that. I’ve grown as a person and learned about the ways in which people can hurt you, but more so the ways I can keep pushing and hoping for the best to keep coming. I will continue to work on myself but I see the ways in which I’ve grown and where I need to go, where I can go; my future.