emotions stirring

i cried today   

i just want to forget  

I think of you and I only feel regret

regret that I never answered  

my own calls of warning

i should have stayed away but you were too tempting

i wanted you for myself

i thought I could possess you with my big heart and sultry eyes

you were already possessed

Engulfed in an insatiable greed for more

more women

more money

more power  

i never even stood a chance

but I guess that’s all I ever wanted

was a chance

And now you’re calling

maybe it was just by accident

maybe you want to share some news  

But I’m not going to give you a chance to hear my voice

im not going to give you a chance to crush me

I still want to feel like I dodged a bullet and I’m not going to chance you making me feel any different