Sometimes I feel like it’s hard for me to write because it pours a lot out of me

I get so emotional sometimes

Today was shitty

I can feel when I’m being a bitch but sometimes I can’t stop cause I’m so irritated. I need to grow as far as patience and understanding that I am where I am due to experience, not everyone has that and I need to help people grow and not criticize if I’m not doing anything to better the situation

I can feel myself being rude

I can feel myself being dishonest

Idk why I said I don’t like hanging out with people that’s not true

I mean I do enjoy my solitude and I would rather hang out by myself than wt other people but I guess I forgot how much fun I can have

I really missed skateboarding

I had so much fun yesterday

So many laughs shared

I missed that

I hate that I’ve missed out on so much because of my temper I need to work on that