I'm all over the place I wrote those words about Isaac being my nine and all this shit

but then I saw you at work

but idk I didn't get butterflies

but I was looking for you waiting for you to come in and it reminded me of when I used to wait for Isaac to get to Martha's and how excited I'd get when I'd see him walk through the kitchen 

when I'd make him tea or coffee

we both had our coffee the same way

then I saw Jenny and she said you brought me up and on the inside my heart skipped

But then I went to the back and pretended to be disgusted by the fact that you brought me up to people to cyn  

I referenced my poem about him  

i hate him

i hate him

idek why I said and did all that  

anyways then I saw 19

before i left

we kissed and made plans for our next encounter  

and I went out thinking of my 9 aaand my 19

my 19 every time someone would hit on me

behave or be hoe

I chose to behave

i wrote about my 19 while I was at 5th quarter  

on the back of a jack in the box receipt