I want to make everyone proud by taking the promotion but I have to follow my dreams I can't be a people pleaser all my life  

I know in my heart that I don't want to do it  

I think I just feel pressured and everyone is all wet over me doing it but I need to do what's best for me and right now that's trying to get back into school and really applying myself to my business

they can be proud of me once I reach my goals

my goals

not theirs