It's honestly pretty crazy when I go to We Love Art
I always come home like wtf I literally forgot about that person
and how I wanted to date them
and now I'm glad I never did
it's a small world after all
Last night it was Dulce's cousin that she tried to hook me up with when I was all in love wt Isaac
I felt like saying something like "Oh shit I hella forgot I was texting you for a bit....sorry if I hurt your feelings I was emotionally unavailable at the time" you know something to break the tension hahahaha jk
I had the biggest crush on this bartender for the longest time but idk if he was acting all shy guy or stuck up or what but then I stopped bar hopping for a long time cause it was a waste of money and distance and other bullshit so I never saw him anymore
I saw him among other past crushes in the weeks that I've been doing this
He had his mustache friend test the waters last night
"I have a friend who thinks you're really cute, and he wants to know if you're single. He's sitting over there with the curly hair"
Don't do that that's hella pussy - first of all
How do you go from winking at me one week all cocky to oh man I'm too shy so I'm gonna have my brave friend go talk to you for me
Boys are weird
I mean I'm weird but not like emotionally wishy washy
ok I'm lying
I feel bad cause I told him I'd come back and I did and I could totally see him but I just never approached him
Lol I just followed him on instagram lolololololololololo
[update: I went on a date wt that guy and he was really cool but I think I was still waiting to see what would happen wt S.G. who I was all wet over at the time
He wanted to go see Saturday Night Fever wt me and ended up going w/o me but it didn’t seem right going on my date that I was supposed to go wt S.G. Wt him on either end like I would’ve felt bad that he was unknowingly a replacement and he wasn’t the person that i wanted to experience that wt
although that petty side of me wanted to and wanted to post pics to let S.G. Know how replaceable he is for never hitting me up again
but I’m glad I didn’t cause that shit is beneath me and I ended up making the best choice for myself and went to go sell shit cause it was actually the most successful night I’ve ever had
so in a way thanks for standing me up