I don't remember the last time i cried before yesterday but i was just so overcome wt emotion

i was only supposed to go to Chelsie's house but I stopped at a thrift store and found

it looked just like the one I got him

i wasn't going to message him

but then I did

When things like that happen I look into the situation and assess my character

I was excited to know that I had gotten rid of almost everything he had ever given me so I didn't have to look at it and think of him

down to one last thing that I kept

i wanted to do away with everything

"Do you still have the one I gave you?"

now I feel like an asshole

kind of....