why does it still bother me that you guys talk

even though it was me who chose to leave

i couldn't take any more of the lies

is the pain worth the soft kisses upon my thighs

the caressing sighs  

no

no

dont do this to yourself

youre done

i keep thinking he wasn't the one

yet  

I keep thinking  

thinking only of you

wishing that deep down inside my dark tunnel of a heart

that one day you'd see that I want you forever

i want you for always

i want you through all days

good

bad

because even though we were fucked up

you were the best relationship I've ever had