blessed to have people in my life that care if I have the birthday blues and help me get out of that funk to make me feel special on my special day this birthday was definitely one for the books

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I really needed that little adventure yesterday

you can't let fences hold you back

i went over and under them yesterday and experienced bliss

people will try to put up fences  

I have to burn through them

I want to make everyone proud by taking the promotion but I have to follow my dreams I can't be a people pleaser all my life  

I know in my heart that I don't want to do it  

I think I just feel pressured and everyone is all wet over me doing it but I need to do what's best for me and right now that's trying to get back into school and really applying myself to my business

they can be proud of me once I reach my goals

my goals

not theirs

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This made me feel like an asshole but I don't get why it matters we literally don't talk anymore we don't hang out and I only see you when I'm working so why does it matter so much I blocked her months ago it might've even been last year  

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Julius and Sean came over yesterday after I got back from eating wt my mom and Juan and I laughed so hard when he stepped on that gopher's mouth

i showed them my attempt at a treehouse  

Frankie showed up not too long after

he was talking to me about how he had seen Genesis at Javis party wt the Canelo fight

i was like "oh you guys talked" 

no i just said hi  

that's cool dude I think that's really big of you like that's really cool of you

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that's the past 

then I thought well time is relative

past is 'having existed or taken place in a period before the present'  

people wallow in shit because they don't accept the past and live in the present

past is past

past is behind you

it could be a day or three years

but it doesn't change the fact that it's behind you  

I thought of how I got too turnt at the giants game

the next day I woke up and it had already turned into yesterday

time is relative