Arellano Wedding Pt. 1

Make up was on point!

Uhhh what's happening here lmao

We're so cute<3

Hahaha I have no idea what I was attempting to do!

I miss my septum piercing ):

Jessie Ware - Sweet Talk

I was seeing this guy for a little bit and we had one night where he just came over and we were on youtube exchanging songs we liked I showed him this and he showed me...

Part of me always what would have happened if I would've just let down my walls, but when you meet the right person they come down on their own.

Took so many pics this day!!

Only going to post my favorites! 

Kings Canyon National Park

July 1, 2016

First Photoshoot

With this iPhone lol

August 29, 2015

it was before Maritza and Adri's cousin's wedding

Morphe creme foundation on deck you know I had that contour

I was feeling all hot this day

I later wore this dress to another function and was told I looked like an apostolic fucking turd ass lmao

Snapchats I sent to a guy I had been trying to get to like me  

One of my favorite selfies of all time lol

It didn't work, but at least my chesticles look noice

Gone Girl - Round 2

We decided it's a 3/5

That bitch was psycho

I'm all tan lmao! 

Gone Girl - Take One

June 27th 2:35 AM

Hardness where it begins and where it ends

It always sucks hearing about people talking shit about you; especially people you thought cared about you on some level. But tis always my luck to come across untrustworthy people. The world is as large as it can be small it just depends on your perspective or where you're standing when it comes to certain matters

Kings Canyon National Park

Round 2 with Dulce on July 6th, 2016

2.25.15

Squaw Valley 5.12.14

Mob to Squaw Valley

With Tony and Monica then got hooked up at Starbucks  

We started hella laughing cause Tony said "Well you wanna go! You want to go!" And I said "There's this show called Freaks and Geeks and there's an episode where there's an old guy at a party and he wants to start a fight and he says 'You wanna go?!' You just said that right now too" 

Portland

March 23rd

This describes our feelings at this point in time exactly

FUCK YO COUCH

Sea serp  

March 22nd

March 22nd

March 22nd  

Skateboard I got for Portland!

Thought I would be able to skate in Portland but I guess if I was thinking I wouldn't have thought that cause it was raining the whole time! 

Day Drinking with my cousins!

Aguas Caliente

What a fun ass night! 

Couldn't believe they really took us out there! I had my first golfing experience it was amazing to say the least! Drinking beers talking shit - learning when NOT talk lmao- and trying to hit a ball far; something I could not even come close to doing. Have much more respect for people like these guys who are really good at it! 

Caddy Antics in Palm Springs!

Yo Como Poco Coco

Bernie Sanders 2016

Blame Game

It's crazy cause I saw this meme on tumblr last night and ever since I've been thinking about how much of a brat I am. Like I have little bitch ways and as much as I try to repress them in times of anger it just comes out. Then at that point you've already gotten so mad and thrown a fit that it's awkward to come back from it and admit that in reality I laid out the platform for what was seen as acceptable and it was just being followed through and I overreacted. I've done worse so why is it okay for me to do nonsense and think I have the authority to be upset with someone else for taking my nonsense a step further? How do you even apologize? Fuck man, it just sucks because I feel like part of me wants to keep pushing forward and just forget about everything but it sucks because I see a pattern in myself. Time and time I've thrown tantrums and gotten away with it since childhood and in a way it's like the whole fuckin Freud shit like things that stick with you since childhood. I would throw a tantrum and I would get my way. As an adult that shit is unacceptable and childish. If I feel a certain way I have to fucking vocalize that shit not just ignore people and expect them to know why I'm mad when there's no communication. Like how do I expect to resolve an issue when there is zero communication. I guess I do it to exemplify how upset I am; but in reality my words would say that far more than my silence would. Fuck. I've been going about life all wrong.