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Yo Como Poco Coco

Bernie Sanders 2016

Blame Game

It's crazy cause I saw this meme on tumblr last night and ever since I've been thinking about how much of a brat I am. Like I have little bitch ways and as much as I try to repress them in times of anger it just comes out. Then at that point you've already gotten so mad and thrown a fit that it's awkward to come back from it and admit that in reality I laid out the platform for what was seen as acceptable and it was just being followed through and I overreacted. I've done worse so why is it okay for me to do nonsense and think I have the authority to be upset with someone else for taking my nonsense a step further? How do you even apologize? Fuck man, it just sucks because I feel like part of me wants to keep pushing forward and just forget about everything but it sucks because I see a pattern in myself. Time and time I've thrown tantrums and gotten away with it since childhood and in a way it's like the whole fuckin Freud shit like things that stick with you since childhood. I would throw a tantrum and I would get my way. As an adult that shit is unacceptable and childish. If I feel a certain way I have to fucking vocalize that shit not just ignore people and expect them to know why I'm mad when there's no communication. Like how do I expect to resolve an issue when there is zero communication. I guess I do it to exemplify how upset I am; but in reality my words would say that far more than my silence would. Fuck. I've been going about life all wrong.

2.25.15

Film Fuck Up Round 2

WTF man fuck up round 3

This is hell. I went there..I swear.

Fucking greatness.

I started having this thing for taking film selfies via car mirrors lol it was cool sometimes....just not so much this time

Fuck I miss the color around here everything's all fucking seco now

I'm obsessed with beautiful skies.

Told you it was cool sometimes

Fuck man I can get lost in these skies any day.

Even though I don't have flash sometimes I still try to get shots I really want to remember.

Can't even tell if this is sunset or sunrise, I dig it though.

I'm pretty sure I took these in Squaw Valley at Evette's house

Yup I was right this is the way up to Squaw Valley!

I loved this little cloud there by itself

Lil guy!

I miss coming out here often to hang out with Evette I can only imagine how the sunsets look with their new little patio hopefully they do get a hammock and I can see that shit while chillin in a hammock that shit would be tight

This was the start of the patio the stairs lol how crazy! Her dad had just added those solar lights on top of the wood!

Blurry as fuck annoying ass shit

It was a double rainbow that day; it's no lie.

That shit was beautiful I fucking love rainbows.

Maybe one day I'll be lucky enough to have a property out there too

Tell me you don't want to climb these trees and just stare into the sky for hours

Fucking cotton candy ass sky/clouds! It looks like its engulfing the trees

The light in a sea of blackness

Wrap your branches around me

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TLC - No Scrubs

I remember when I was a scrub lmfao

Vicente Fernandez - Aca Entre Nos

My grandma loved Vicente, she had all his CDs and movies I hella miss her whenever I hear his music.

Key & Peele - Prepared For Terries

This video is so ridiculous I love it.

BANDA MS - HABLAME DE TI

Kacey hella put me on this song. It's hella cute! I think we might go see them in concert. Maritza said she might go too when she was over the other night with Kacey and Mark. Why can't I find a pisa to sing to me like this?!

Moon Hill Adventures

One of my favorite pics I've taken in Orosi

It's crazy how it hasn't even been that many months and already so much has changed!

Moon Hill dude, I can't believe I used to go out here almost every day! I miss it!

It's crazy how you go from talking to someone nearly every day to hardly talking to them at all. I used to hang out with Norma every day and go to Moon Hill every day now I rarely go at all, and I rarely see her either.

We used to climb up the hill up to the big flat rock every day. We used to say we were going to have a picnic out there until we stopped going really after a police officer approached us for being parked here.

The scenery with this car was perfect I had to take a picture!

This picture is so real to me because Norma was talking to her brother for the first time about him having cancer...it's a beautiful picture..I let her keep it.

Norma and I decided that these rocks looked like the back of a woman's body; so these two rocks are the ass cheeks.

The trees out there are so amazing. I'm sad we never actually had a picnic and hung our chonies from a tree.

Film fuck up.

Idk why I'm so obsessed with sunsets and sunrises but here I think I was trying to capture the rainbow image shit in that cloud this time.

Dude the mountains always look so beautiful in the winter time. I remember I used to stare at them all the time from the windows at Martha's.

It's crazy I feel like before I had a car I would always help everyone wash their cars! Now that I have a car who the fuck helps me clean mine? NO ONE! Que nuevas.

Blurry ass attempt at taking a picture of the snowy mountains

Gary trying to be funny with Mari in the kitchen at Martha's

I can't really make out who these people are but I know they're cocineras from Martha's lol<3

All fucking blurry dude idek who all these people are!

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Maritza decided to join Norma and I on this particular day.

I hate that it gets so dry in the summer because I know how vibrant it can get out there.

This is one of my favorite film pictures. Maritza looks so happy.

I will never forget the beauty of this place.

One day I'll win back the land for la raza.

I will also hang my chonies on one of these trees, even if it is by myself.

This rock straight up looks like a Lion dude!

For some reason I was staring at the sun through my camera....ooookaay lol

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