I’ve had an amazing weekend I really needed this. I want to look into getting my MAT. I loved working with Kindergartners I think I could live a happy life doing that. There are 1-2 year programs I can look around and see what the best thing for me is. I want to be able to take properly take care of myself. I don’t need a lot. I just want to be able to take care of myself. As much as I wish I would’ve started this process sooner I’m just glad I’m getting it done. I can buy my LLC and really follow Virgil Abloh’s blueprint. I’ll have my Master’s too maybe even go for my doctorate and be there’ll another Dr. Corvera in the family. My Tia Lupe always wanted to be a teacher. I honestly did at one point to I remember being in 6th grade thinking that. I think the school shootings and waiting on the bitch ass teachers from Orosi at the time I was working at Martha’s made me not want to do it anymore. I was going to say I wasn’t in the right headspace but my head was in another dimension. Capricious youth what can I say. I had passed through a lot, but much of it was really the repercussions of my own actions. I can’t change the past but I can be grateful to have my mind in the right place now and push forward to achieve my goals. I want to be someone I can be proud of. Not to say I’m not proud of my perseverance; I just want to be a good role model for my siblings - someone my loved ones can actually be proud of.

I’ll always be an artist, a photographer, a fashionista, & a professional thrifter/reseller lol but I can also do those things and not be living on the border of poverty. Incapable of affording to take trips with my family and friends. I’m tired of missing out on moments with my family. I want to visit my sister in Germany. I want to finally go back to France. I want my bucket list moment of riding a Vespa in Italy and making a wish at the Trevi Fountain. I can and I will.