I hate that that guy’s friends look at me like I’m some kind of bitch for being honest and letting their friend know that I was only interested in being his friend

what? You wanted me to lead him on? 

ultimately the only reason I’m there is for business  

He seemed like a cool dude I just don’t see myself dating him what’s wrong wt that

like dudes will hella lead a girl on just to fuck  

I hate when people lead me on so why would I do that to someone else 

Lmfao when Richard Pryor was talking about falling in love wt someone and how the bitches you get wt after don’t mean shit and you’re just sitting there like man wtf is this bitch talking about hahahaha true af

Junk

It always feels good when I organize and downsize

Idek how much shit I’ve donated in my life

i feel like i want to do this every couple of months

Sometimes I feel like I hold onto shit cause of the person that gave it to me or what it reminded me of

Feelings are felt in that moment

the rest is just memories

things and people are meant to come in and out of your life  

everything in your life is forever changing

even feelings  

dont forget  

one man’s trash is another man’s treasure  

so don’t just settle for sexual pleasure 

I think the more you trust your intuition the stronger it grows 

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Everything’s a learning process

Whatever happened to me wt IM was because I knew deep down inside that we weren’t meant to be and I still went for it

the incidents that ensued only served to show me that he wasn’t the one for me, he was always going to hurt me, and that he didn’t respect me whatsoever; even as a friend  

it also served to show me that M wasn’t my friend  

you have to find balance between your mind heart, and soul

you mind and soul will tell you what the right choice is but sometimes your heart is so big wt love for people you let it sway your decisions not considering that you need to love yourself more than those people cause a lot of times people don’t give a fuck about anybody but themselves and they don’t mind letting you know wt their actions either

if things are meant to be

they will be

a lot of times I think my Tia Lupe is helping me to see things that I probably wouldn’t have unless she put things into place for me

that guy must not have been for me if things didnt work out

but i didn’t let it get me down and because of that i was rewarded wt something I had been waiting on for what felt like forever  

It’s like she was saying okay so you can’t have that dude but it’s cool he wasn’t for you anyways that was me, I was looking out for you cause I could see that he was just gonna hurt you and I know it sucks but you’re going to be so happy when you see ya real manz comes in the mail tomorrow I love her she hella looks out for me

my angel

as my eyes well up wt tears it’s only because of how much love fills my heart when you cross my mind I miss you so much  

my great teacher of life  

I think of you every day