oct 20, 2017

I really do love when he sends me music

Parking Lot

I see you

you see me

we always do this dance

a dancing of the eyes

from across the room  

Our eyes longing to meet

coincidence to find you here

the only thing between us is the smoke

and the silence  

yet we continue this game  

we gaze

waiting

anticipation sets in  

builds

i don't even know you but I like you

i yearn for your desire

i want you to want me

see me in the sea

you steal a glance

i take a drag

more smoke to separate us

Oct 17, 2017

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August 18, 2017

June 1, 2017

May 28, 2017

may 28, 2017

12:40AM

May 27, 2017

May 27, 2017

Just finished opening a pomegranate it looks like I have hot cheeto fingers  

coexist  

cohabitation

growing together

May 27, 2017

May 17, 2017

I can't believe how long I've had some of my journals that music book is hella old like I used to write down songs to download on limewire or frost wire  

Tony probably thinks I'm a crybaby cause of that time he put my pillows on the floor and I got all hurt  

but it was just cause I had had it already lmao

i think that was after I found my pants refolded in my drawer  

It's so crazy I used to see my siblings every day

lmfao Andrea used to always eat my lipgloss hahaha sick ass

Johnny was always a turd hahahaha I love simple Johnny 

Jacob's my little turd

oh man the film pics I have of him are classic

it used to be 40z n bluntz

now it's wine weed  

Claire and I had an awesome day

she said she's coming tomorrow we'll see what happens

october 10, 2017