i never even dream but now I'm mad I was too grossed out and scared to look at the face  

robert was there

amelia was there too but I never saw her in the dream  

Had a weird ass dream we were swimming in a shallow ass creek going in from super high you didn't even know if you'd make it in hella people were supposedly there but I didn't see them there was a dead body floating down the creek but nobody seemed concerned they just wanted to record by the body where was a snake in the grass a long beautiful one  

weight weighed me down today

weighed down my friend's heart  

which in turn made mine part

i used to be self conscious  

now that I love myself

everyone wants to question my health

do I even eat  

am I throwing up

the only thing that makes me sick

is the fact that people don't get off my dick

fuck what you think  

You have the audacity  

Bitch you have the gall

if I was a dude I'd tell you to suck on my balls

My dad was so funny today too wt Danielle that was cool  

Ash on the windshield from the fires

Today was pretty awesome  

I slept well

woke up early  

cleaned the kitchen/made coffee

we went to church - pressure cooker

-I have been here before

-I'm not that important

-I am better under pressure

our pastor is hella cute

i like talking to him  

"Diamonds are persistent pressure on coal

Be a coal so you can become a diamond"

The squirt guns were wild he's cool