I lied

I said I wouldn't do anything I wouldn't want someone to do to me

im good at being bad

im bad at being good

its honestly all been mindless flirting

mindless bc you've been clouding my mind

i was lost on the way home bc I was thinking of everything going on between us and I lost track of where I was  

you make me nervous and I can't be myself anymore

i used to be funny wt you but now I'm scared to say anything wt out sounding stupid

you didnt talk to me all day today  

im sorr I'm so flirty

im sorry I want to make you jealous sometimes cause I want your attention 

and when I don't get it I try to fill the void wt losers but then I'm the loser

cause I did it too much and now I've lost

I write shitty poetry that speaks to me even if no one else understands it I get my references

My Dad is

Coming into town I need to finish painting the porch  

also I need to re paint the restroom use white paint in the rr and possibly attempt mowing the lawn again

havent done that since I lived at my grandma's house

have to make Zuzzeth a playlist