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What's crazy is that over the last couple days I've been hella wishing I had that person back in my life and thinking "man if I had him back in my life I'd do whatever to keep him cause I never want to long for anyone this way ever again and I just want to show him how much he really meant to me all along" but honesty that lame ass birthday text just goes to show how seriously one-sided our relationship even was like really I got that lame ass text that didn't even say happy birthday when for his birthday I went out of my way to try and make him feel special and all he could do on my birthday is make me feel like a rebound cause things probably either didn't work out with that girl or aren't working out and he thinks that I'm always gonna be there whenever he wants fuck that if people who I don't even really let into my world the way I let him in can see what a great person I am and he couldn't and still doesn't then he doesn't deserve to be in my life not to sound like a cocky little bitch but I get hit on pretty often I got hit on at least 5 times today and it wasn't because people thought I owned a restaurant and thought I had money it's cause they can see how special I am I'm just sorry it took me that long to realize it myself