Mixed Feelings 12.30.15

Had my sister and the kids over, but Iwanted to go on a bike ride with Maritza cause I was feeling super frustrated this day. Maybe it's just because I'm already used to living by myself that I wasn't used to the every day mess that people leave behind unknowingly. I felt like I was picking up after everyone all day, I wasn't used to seeing so much mess at my house, and I kept having to cook, aaand clean up after everything and everyone I was hella annoyed. So when I was trying to get ready to go and I couldn't find my perfume; everyone was a suspect. I think Andrea and I learned two very important lessons that day: don't accuse people without proper knowledge, and don't ever steal because you'll always be stuck with that reputation. Andrea used to have a habit of taking my things when she was younger and I felt guilty because I think that I somewhat influenced her to think that stealing was cool or okay in certain situations. In all reality stealing is never okay, not when you want a belt from K-Mart or nail polish from Walmart, and definitely not from people you know. I think I made her think stealing was okay in general and in reality I've never stolen from anyone I knew personally and I just thought (for a very brief/broke period in my life) it was okay as long as it was a big corporation who wouldn't really be affected by it, or because there was no actual face to be stealing from. She started stealing body sprays and lotions from her grandma and my mom. So when she came to my house and my perfume went missing you have to admit that I wasn't all wrong in assuming she was my primary suspect. I felt bad because in anger I lashed out at everyone and went out on a bike ride to calm down. It's crazy how nature can calm your soul and heal any hurt anyone inflicts on you. I came back and we all had spaghetti, Maritza included. It wasn't as good as my spaghetti normally is because my sister killed it but it's okay I forgive her. Ultimately I found the Marc Jacob's Daisy rollerball perfume in my favorite member's only jacket; I had a hole on the inside pocket of the jacket and it had slipped inside of the jacket itself. I had already bought another one so I let Andrea have one as a token of my sorrow for being so quick to accuse her, and to thank her for being so forgiving of me being such an asshole.

Viva Frida

Went to the Frida Kahlo exhibit at the art museum in Fresno two times! This was my second time  

Kacey and Kristine 😁 

they didn't let us take pictures inside /: 

Feb 21, 2016

So we had a little photosesh outside even though I was hung over as fuck from the night before when we partied downtown

We were bar hopping downtown Visalia  

Feb 20, 2016

We were at Crawdaddy's and I was dancing with this guy but then I left to use the restroom and when I came back he was dancing with someone else so I was like alright cool on to the next one like jay z says so this dumb fuck finds me after last call outside thinking he's gonna get me to go home with him LOSER! 

Random Selfie Sesh

At what looks to be the dentist where I had been waiting for 10 fucking years

November 11, 2015

Inappropriate

Drawings from high school

"Hey Leechy! Thats my fav position Hwd ykno oh thts rite I ferget you taught me everthn I know!  

Lemme get @ those tits Bitch!" - Livy

Lmfao she didn't really say that  

"We should do the vaginas against penises interest group"  - yours truly

Julietta Venegas<3

I had never listened to her before and even questioned if it was worth it after having to pay $40 to get in, but I had an amazing time! I equate it with the level of enjoyment I got from seeing SOAD live! The energy was amazing! Everyone was so happy to be there; crowd and band alike. This was my first concert where they did an encore! I would definitely go see her again! I'm bummed I didn't get to go yesterday to the free concert in the woods. Lmfao while I was getting ready I got that text from Izzy, I was dying.

Heard Kali Uchis' song loner for the first time on the way over there thanks to my friend Adri<3

July 9, 2016

Iron Lion Zion

July 6, 2016

I'm on the rock

Still went to Slayer too

With Kacey and Kristine "The Usual Suspects" as Kacey said lol

March 25, 2016

I was hella hungover/sore from rolling with Evette&from falling all stupid so I started falling asleep lmao but that's not to say it wasn't an awesome show though! At one point the mosh pit started getting bigger and the guitar solo was fucking sick and Kacey and I just said "Fuck yeah!" At the same time lmao and we just looked at each other and high fived

Back, back, in Cali, Cali

All fucked up because I had gotten fucked up and decided to skate!  

A zoom in hahaha just in case you didn't notice the bigass scratch on my nose! 

lmfao I looked like this my first couple days I worked at Starbucks

Amtrak Adventures

TBD Bound

September 18, 2016

Lmfao! 

Man, we have a great time whenever we get together😁 

☝🏽 

A picture I was gonna send to someone but decided I didn't want them to know I was thinking about them  

The breakfast of champions

The breakfast of champions from a different angle; in case you missed it's greatness. 

I was trying to get a pic of the champ and her breakfast aka me and the horrible meal I decided to start my day with

I think we knew then that we were fersure gonna get fucked up

I miss those glasses aaaand my piercing! We look so cute! 

July 6th, 2016

Photosesh lmao

Kings Canyon

I never know how to fucking pose for these

Kaweah Oaks Preserve with Robert<3

November 29, 2015