Gave Him Another Chance

He picked me&his friend Richard up and Dulce met us in Woodlake  

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Went to the toilet bowl and I'm not just saying that because of some the bullshit I was hearing; things like A Tribe Called Quest being like Cypress Hill 🤔 , the place we went to is actually called Toilet Bowl

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The first rock I ever jumped off (round 2) 

The first rock I ever jumped off (round 2) 

Dulce's the real mvp for going with me

I probably wouldn't have jumped off the other rock if it hadn't been for her

I probably wouldn't have jumped off the other rock if it hadn't been for her

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Lmfao that awkward moment when you run into a weirdo you went to high school with in the wilderness and they don't remember who you are but remember someone they met a year ago(Richard) "Me and this guy go way back!" "Oh yeah, way back; what was it …

Lmfao that awkward moment when you run into a weirdo you went to high school with in the wilderness and they don't remember who you are but remember someone they met a year ago(Richard) "Me and this guy go way back!" "Oh yeah, way back; what was it like a yer ago oh yeah way back" "I like it I mean the pay is good and you can't beat it I mean $10/hr" "That's minimum wage...." Hahaha omg or how about that nip slip lady what a good time

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It was cool rocking out to System of a Down on the way back

i felt cool about myself knowing that that was Rise Against

i felt cool about myself knowing that that was Rise Against

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Talk About Disappointment

I always try to justify things being so shitty because I got my hopes up, or had ridiculous expectations; but fuck that. I have high expectations for how I think people should behave in certain situations, and just because someone wants to watch movies and hang out at their house doesn't mean they're trying to fuck. I have plenty of numbers, if I wanted to fuck I could dial those ASAP I'm not interested in just fucking. Idk I thought I was ready for a relationship and attempted this whole little charade because I thought he was a respectful dude, which I guess he ultimately was since he respected that I wasn't interested in doing anything. I could, however, see that he was hella asshurt and kind of, I think, trying to guilt trip me into something, anything, lmfao as Gary would say, "Come on just one pee-pee touch". I don't know how long it will take me to feel comfortable getting close to someone and allowing someone to get close to me but I definitely know that it was NOT today. I thought I wanted to hold hands with someone but it's sweaty and I don't like it. I thought I would want to cuddle and watch movies but I just felt squished and very unproductive. I hardly ever feel unproductive, I tend to think pretty highly of myself so something was clearly wrong. I think this whole thing happened so I could see how awesome I have it being single. The world is my oyster.

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Went to Walmart and got a case for my new phone

Saw Mark Licuan and Tere&wore my fuck you jacket

Stopped by Jen and Miggy's to hang out for a bit then Kacey helped me put this glass shit on my phone

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