Talk About Disappointment

I always try to justify things being so shitty because I got my hopes up, or had ridiculous expectations; but fuck that. I have high expectations for how I think people should behave in certain situations, and just because someone wants to watch movies and hang out at their house doesn't mean they're trying to fuck. I have plenty of numbers, if I wanted to fuck I could dial those ASAP I'm not interested in just fucking. Idk I thought I was ready for a relationship and attempted this whole little charade because I thought he was a respectful dude, which I guess he ultimately was since he respected that I wasn't interested in doing anything. I could, however, see that he was hella asshurt and kind of, I think, trying to guilt trip me into something, anything, lmfao as Gary would say, "Come on just one pee-pee touch". I don't know how long it will take me to feel comfortable getting close to someone and allowing someone to get close to me but I definitely know that it was NOT today. I thought I wanted to hold hands with someone but it's sweaty and I don't like it. I thought I would want to cuddle and watch movies but I just felt squished and very unproductive. I hardly ever feel unproductive, I tend to think pretty highly of myself so something was clearly wrong. I think this whole thing happened so I could see how awesome I have it being single. The world is my oyster.

I Love Sound

Dude just when I think I can't think this guy is amazing enough he goes and does some shit like this

Lather Me Up Good

Had a blast up in the Sequoias!

Kaceybawlz

Went to Walmart and got a case for my new phone

Saw Mark Licuan and Tere&wore my fuck you jacket

Stopped by Jen and Miggy's to hang out for a bit then Kacey helped me put this glass shit on my phone

No Bra; No Cares

Lmao I look so stiff in a lot of these!  

I'm not used to posing for pictures

i think I was going for a "Hey there girlfriend" pose

let me see how far I can put my elbows back while my hands are on my hip

i call this one awkward hand reach

wimpy hand reach

The bend and snap but with one arm up and one arm down at the end

With arms wide open I can feel the something something with arms wide open

I don't like the way my ass looks in like any of these hahaha

My tan right now though😍 

My calf looks all muscular noise! 

Yup, you caught me I'm doing the sprinkler

I think I'm trying to look back at it

Dusting my ass off after a near death encounter

Here I am thinking I'm that statue

Those shoes so don't go with that outfit but my normal hiking boots (My timbs) are all worn out already

Arellano Wedding Pt. 1

Make up was on point!

Uhhh what's happening here lmao

We're so cute<3

Hahaha I have no idea what I was attempting to do!

I miss my septum piercing ):

Jessie Ware - Sweet Talk

I was seeing this guy for a little bit and we had one night where he just came over and we were on youtube exchanging songs we liked I showed him this and he showed me...

Part of me always what would have happened if I would've just let down my walls, but when you meet the right person they come down on their own.

Took so many pics this day!!

Only going to post my favorites! 

Kings Canyon National Park

July 1, 2016

First Photoshoot

With this iPhone lol

August 29, 2015

it was before Maritza and Adri's cousin's wedding

Morphe creme foundation on deck you know I had that contour

I was feeling all hot this day

I later wore this dress to another function and was told I looked like an apostolic fucking turd ass lmao

Snapchats I sent to a guy I had been trying to get to like me  

One of my favorite selfies of all time lol

It didn't work, but at least my chesticles look noice

Gone Girl - Round 2

We decided it's a 3/5

That bitch was psycho

I'm all tan lmao! 

Gone Girl - Take One

June 27th 2:35 AM

Hardness where it begins and where it ends

It always sucks hearing about people talking shit about you; especially people you thought cared about you on some level. But tis always my luck to come across untrustworthy people. The world is as large as it can be small it just depends on your perspective or where you're standing when it comes to certain matters

Kings Canyon National Park

Round 2 with Dulce on July 6th, 2016

2.25.15